"Fumble"
Often times it feel like the decisions that we make are the right ones but hardly ever is it.
We misuse the people we prayed for, toss them around like a regular piece of clothing but truth is they isn’t.
We judge them based off the mistakes they’ve made but not off the many things they have done right.
Talk about “PERFECTLY IMPERFECT”
Perfection is what we see on a daily basis or I should say the perception of what we see on social media,
However imperfection is the reality, the eyes behind the flaws and insecurities, the smiles and the tears, the low self esteem.
Childhood traumas, verbal, physical and sexual abuse, yet they show out.
We are taught to bottle up our emotions and not show an ounce of how we feel just so we don’t get looked down upon. The screaming thoughts in our minds that just can’t seem to be expressed, the desperate cry for help to be free from this life sentence that you didn’t sign up for.
You stand in a world full of judges and jurors waiting to be prosecuted for the lack of understanding who or what a human being is… you find one person and placed “Trust” the heaviest word in their hand hoping they will treat you differently and handle you a-lot more carefully but you know what happens when someone gets comfortable… right?
The value you once had now has depreciated so it no longer matters to them what is expected to be taken care of instead all the passed experiences you’ve had to heal from is lashed you with 10x the damage that has impacted your life and turned you into the person you are today.
"And So We Fumble"
A. Chery
