Smile Back
Finally my eyes can see the truth behind the pain the temperature of the rain.
Ive fallen down quite a few times, I pray my feet don’t fail me because when you weather the storm the sunshine returns and then you..... Smile.
From time to time depression and I kick it.
Sometimes I wish it would never return. Now to question did I relapse from the trauma that I healed from or is this something new?
Fighting to get closer to joy, because that in itself is long overdue. Paranoid all because of drug abuse I crave it but won’t allow it to win over me.
This constant battle of having to fight inner demons I pray one day for peace, where my heart and mind is in harmony.
Self doubt no longer live here, it’s dead to me. I haven’t had suicidal thoughts in years and I pray it never returns, I am intentionally making peace of mind my number 1 priority.
Finally my eyes have seen the truth behind the pain…. Oh I pray my feet don’t fail me because after the storm you can finally smile.
A. Chery
